akU kEliRu...

hye & assalamualaikum..

aku sngt sedih!!

kecewa!!

nape aku trlalu sygkn dy sdngkn dy xprnh hrgai ak?

nape?

napa dy dcptakan untuk ak syngi?

mcm ag prtnyaan yg brmaen di fikiran ak..

knpe org laen bleh apy..

nape bukan ak?

knpe ak yg trluke..

slh ke ak syg dy?

slh ke ak cinta dy?

slh ke ak anggungkn cinta kami?

adkah smua ni cz dy da jumpe pnggnti ak?

dlu ak wt mcm2 pon dy still syg ak..

dy still tnggu n sbr ngn ak..

skrng ikhlas dr ati ak,

yg ak da btl2 trluke dngn dy..

dy xpatut buat ak mcm ni..

ak bnci dr ak bile ak ingtkan dy..

ak bnci dr ak tiap kali ak tatap gmbr ex dy!

ak xsama ngn ex dy!

ex dy gemOok!

ex dy kasar!

ex dy trlalu matang!

ak xsuke!!!

ak bnci!!!

i don't get attached..

i don't want a relationship..

unless,,

u can prove to me u'r not all the same..

NO!

u words don't mean shit to me..

NO!

i don't trust u!..

now, idon't believe u..

promises are nothing!

but

empty words 2 me..

i know!

i'm not u one and only!

so,,,

don't tell me i am..

NO!

my smile doen't make u day!

NO!

my laugter isn't music to u ears!

NO!

i'm not 2 gud to be true so strart with the truth..

if i'm what u want,,

tell me why an truth!!

if i'm what u want n tell me often!

tell me u love me!

BUT!

only if u mean it!

p/s: mood sedih...